My hands are tied behind my back
My face, bludgeon beyond recognition
My legs, shattered from the pressures of Earth
And The only thing that hurt most
Is the poison that slipped through your teeth
Your Wicked tongue, and foul manner
I am no match, I cannot stand up to it
I am no match, I cannot look away
I am no match, I cannot fight back

So I'll sit and wait it out
It's all I've ever known.
Greener Pastures, lies!
Why do I do this to myself?

Well Today (44 minutes ago) was a really fun day by myself! Woke up to the noise of The World Soccer Tournament all the buzzing and crap :P I then played some CoD Mw2 with a few friends online (My Xbox Gamertag is "Mirbleskidu" by the way...add me) and completely fragged the competition, I then layed down my controller and got ready to go out downtown. First stop downtown was Zelens shoe store where I bought a pair of Metal-tastic Doc Marten shin high steel toe leather boots, fucking awesome. I then made a quick stop at McDickz for a burger and fries...and then I did something somewhat shocking to myself, I walked into a tattoo shop and got myself an impulse piercing! A labret spike in the middle of my bottom lip, fucking looks great, didn't hurt, hasn't swelled yet, only thing I'm having trouble doing is eating. OM NOM NOM PIERCING OM GROM NOM!

This summer is gonna rock, and I've made plans to get 2 more piercings this summer in the coming weeks ahead! :D

The ACR is my favorite weapon on Modern Warfare 2, HONEST TO BLOG!

- K.M.B. :D

Today...

Honestly, today everyone can go fuck themselves. HOW DARE YOU CALL ME AN INCONSIDERATE PIG, when you call yourself a WHORE! HOW DARE YOU TELL ME THAT I COMPLAIN WHEN ALL I DO IS SHOWER YOU WITH AFFECTION AND LOVE AND ALL I GET BACK IS YOUR COMPLAINTS ABOUT EEEEEEEEEEVVVVERRRRYYYYTHING I DO WRONG! I am so fucking annoyed with everyone in general these days, they can all go fuck themselves in whichever way they please, and all the while leaving me out of it. All I want, WANT! is someone to come home to that appreciates me for what I do and for who I am...someone who can laugh at my stupidity and not be mean about it, someone who actually likes to be touched, and be warm next to a caring loving body. First off in order to achieve tranquility, either there must be a reconcile with the problem at hand or abandonment...the latter option seems to be calling ever so sweetly. Call me a pig will you? Get some self respect then talk to me.


So fucking tired, I'm going to bed.

A.A. you bring me great joy during my new found lonely nights. <3

I don't know what it is but...even after I felt like I was being mistreated by someone I loved...I miss her? Now throughout the day, I look at my phone and wonder...should I try and break the silence and pretend like all of the shit that's happened was nothing but a bad dream...or do I let her go and forget about it all? I don't know what's happened, I don't know why she says and does the things she does (only to me) but I do know that deep down she does still love me, in the way we once had? Maybe not, but I know our connection is still there...I just need to rethink on how to approach this again...without me getting frustrated and angry.

Can I atleast say it's a positive thing that I continue trying? Hopefully it all pays off in the end, for the best, for us both.

Boats...& Hoes!

Well with work consuming most of my day I had it all set out. Come home, sit down, eat, play Xbox Live with my buddy from Montreal...that is untill my dad came home and said "HEY, come on we're going out on the boat, go grab Mikka and Noel!" so the obedient son I am I dropped my controller grabbed my coat and hopped over to the next Marina and invited the loverly couple for a little outing on our boat. What a blast, soooo relaxing a nice surprise to be honest. With all the rain that we've been having it was a nice change to be out in the son with the warm night air blowing through my hair, all the while I watched out for "dead heads" smooth sailing all the way to the North Arm :D Man oh man, it was great! Seeing the mountains from out on the water was just...wow.

Well then...

Welcome to the Internet Mr. K, hopefully everything you want is here!


Here I am finally doing this new "hip" thing called blogging, gonna allow people who I've never met or seen before read what I have to say, or what I think...hell I may even go as far to tell ya how my day went hurr hurr hurr. Anyways it's late and I'm pressed for time to get my sleep, work in the morning. OOO-Fucking-RAH!...



Hey! That's me about to go to bed! HA!