I don't know what it is but...even after I felt like I was being mistreated by someone I loved...I miss her? Now throughout the day, I look at my phone and wonder...should I try and break the silence and pretend like all of the shit that's happened was nothing but a bad dream...or do I let her go and forget about it all? I don't know what's happened, I don't know why she says and does the things she does (only to me) but I do know that deep down she does still love me, in the way we once had? Maybe not, but I know our connection is still there...I just need to rethink on how to approach this again...without me getting frustrated and angry.

Can I atleast say it's a positive thing that I continue trying? Hopefully it all pays off in the end, for the best, for us both.